Is change good or bad?
1.45am. Feel like i’m lonely n there’s no1 to talk to. WAnna call Hc but he’s in class. Other frens? Sleeping or they’re not available.. Sigh…
Kinda sad n disappointed that i’ve been kinda wronged for the changes in my tots n the way I view life. I may have changed for the better, I may have changed for the worse, who knows? I was thinking maybe my change came too drastically for my closed ones to accept that they take it a little too harshly. I dunno.. THat’s my guess…
It feels like my POV is hard to be understood. Its kinda hard to share this view besides the few person that I know who advocates similar views as well.
I’m not blaming those who may have misunderstood me cos i understand that we were conversing based on different perspectives. Everyone has their personal values. Everyone has their very unique way of making sense of the world. So, there’s no right or wrong to it… It’s a very subjective issue. It’s a matter of perception nonetheless…
I guess changes come with consequences, good n bad of cos. Undeniably…
N again, I stress that I’m not being negative. I shifted my attention towards more realisticism. There are ideals in life n those hopes are the ones that keep us striving forward. At the same time, we need to face the harshness n reality of life. BALANCE, i would say, is the best…
I know I have changed. Good or bad, i dunno.. U decide…
